Soto wa rain rain rain kimi ga hoshikute~

Code Blue

2009-12-21T18:04:44Z

In preparation for Code Blue season 2 I watched the first season the past few days and I really don't know why but I love this series!
I'm not really into doctor series but despite the amount of blood and totally not nice viesof the inner body of people, I really like it! And it's not just because Yamapi. (but he DOES have great merits in it XD)

I really like the characters (especially Shiraishi , damn I ship her with Aizawa >D). And the plot line is nice, although it's almost the same every episode but still I love it.. i really don't know why. LOL

Anyways I really really really admire doctors ( and I find them extremely sexy.. yes I like good boys xD).
I couldn't be a doctor myself, because I would freak out... I think it's so hard to be one... to hold the responsibillity of thundreds of lifes...it's really really great!

Anyway.. I'm going to watch the Special tomorrow, or when I have time. I hope that the SP and the second season will be as good as the first one-.
But watching the first one I felt like it could continue for more than 100 episodes (just like american doctor series) and I can totally understand why they make a 2nd season.
God i think I am now addicted to doctor series (maybe it is because I experienced an accident at my work last week... I think that brought me into a shock state...lol)
Anyway I really would like a Voice, Code Blue crossover~ >///////////////<

Edit: In cold winters it is best to drink hot lemon tea <3

First CB 2 CM:

First Christmaspresents + Snowchaos! + Tokyo Dogs 8

2009-12-18T17:51:22Z

I got my first Christmaspresents from yuzuky and I already opened it (she did it too so xD)
Anyway look at it

A TOMA PILLOW!!!!! And the Grease DVD Finally~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ <33333333333333333 *clings to the pillow* ^______________________________^

Anyway I just brought her to the train station and as we walked out of the door it was (and still is) snowing like hell! The streets are full of snow and I already doubted that I would come home safely... but I managed it XD

And if it continues to snow like that we'll have a meter of snow tomorrow! xDDDDDDDDDD NICE~ *___*

And We watched Tokyo Dogs 8 and I died in this episode...thrice....
Really it was sooo good~
When they captured Yuki and Sou didn't go to rescue her ;__;
I wanted to kick him HARD!!! And then when they shot Sou down.. my good I screamed like hell (anny can tell) I thought they killed him!!!!!!!
! But then he was still alive *______* Yokatta!!!!!
Man... this episode was soo~ goood~ And I totally wanna get those two together~ <33

And! There is a Tokyo Dogs Photobook and I totally have to get it!!! ;_______________;

Ningen Shikkaku Tickets + First Snow!

2009-12-17T14:41:24Z

Today my friend sent me a pic of the tickets. notebooks and flyer~ They look goooooo~d <3 I can't wait for Feb. to come *________*

And when I got out of the door this morning it was snowing *______________*
The first snow~ and now everythings white *____________*
I was so happy that I kept giggling on my way to work~ At lunch break I made some photos:

Arashi~

2009-12-16T19:51:37Z

I just LOVE the chirstmas-shot from the january potato~

Aiba's picture makes me all doki doki~
I feel like grabbin him and dragging him home xD
Really such a nice shot~ <333

*glares at icon*

Hanamizuki <33

2009-12-16T17:59:20Z

Hanamizuki has a release date!!!!! janinamedina

2010/08/21

But SOOOO LONG!!!! ;____;

LOl even Seaside doesn't have a release date Ö__Ö xD

And why the hell did they needed so long to tell the release date of Ningen when the date for Hanamizuki is out months before??? Ö__Ö''

And Toma on the covers of all Dazai books? The covers look great... My poor poor wallet ._____.

WANT...

Anyways I didn't tell.. I got tickets for the 20th for Ningen (Well my friend got them for me~ <333)
Seems like there is a small notebook as gift as well~ *ureshii~*

2 Months to go~

Winter has come...

2009-12-14T15:37:23Z

From one day to another it became winter... this morning it was -1°C outside. It's not that I don't like it. Actually I prefer the cold, dry weather....but it just won't snow here... why?
I want snow!! At least a bit christmas mood would come up then...
Because I'm totally not in mood...

Actually I wish christmas was already over... I can't stand to see those happy loved dovey couples everywhere... it's such a pain >___< Christmas alone is ba~d

Anyway'S the hope for white christas is increasing. I checked the weather report and it says it would snow on the 20th... I HOPE it does~

I'm going to build a snowman then xD

....62 days left till japan~

Stand Up!

2009-12-13T09:50:57Z

I finished Stand Up yesterday. This drama is so~ funny and totally idiotic xD
I love the combo of Pi, Nino, Hiroki and Shun <33

It's really nice to watch, especially how the characters develop.

It was hard for me to decide who I like better: Ken Ken or Sho-chan xD
Ken Ken is so cute <333 But Sho-chan also xD

But there were moments when I wanted to kick him (especially when Chie was around)
Gosh that boy is so dense xD

What I really hadn't expected was that Chie has such a past. I NEVER had thought of such a deep matter in this drama xD

I liked it when Sho-chan, Kou-kun and Udayan went out to kill the bastard who violated her, but then they totally ruined the scene when Ken ken came xD

Anyways the end was cute :D

It think it's not that kind of drama that you can watch over and over, but if you need something really funny, you should watch this <333

Yay I finished another Arashi drama, now just XXX to go |D

Damn I have to catch up with My Girl and Tokyo DOGS >____<

Tomapi Wide screen wallie

2009-12-11T17:25:41Z

I was bored...

Tokyo Dogs 7

2009-12-11T16:32:17Z

I'm watching Tokyo Dogs right now~

Its so funny when Maruo and Sou are in the midddle pof a gun fight and argue about shampoo xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
SOOOO FUNNY XD They are talking nonsense but are looking cool at that xD

Sou's mother is sooo funny for calling him always in such situations xD

Sou is too cool~ I totally <3 him. His character is soooooo cool and cute at the same time~

The guy from Stand Up was there too! xD (yes the one with the many girls)
And Sou is so~ in love with Yuki I can tell~ sooo cute how he looks at her sleeping face like that~

Maruo is so cute too <333
Horikawa is also cute~

Uwa so many handsome men in there *__*

Seems like Jinno is dead~ yes~ xDD

Aww the ending is always fangirl-killing me~ So well done *___*

BTW Does anyone know the song which was played in the background when Yuki was at the memory places? Tell me onegai *___*

LOL

2009-12-10T22:01:35Z

'Wenn fangirls fangirls haben, nennt man sie blackforestcherrycake!'

x'DDDDDD

Shokura Premium Stage repo

2009-12-10T21:50:38Z

Well there will be a stage repo about Short but sweet @Shokura premium~
With Toma, look here: http://community.livejournal.com/ikuta_toma/500663.html

I bet there is so something happening right now. It's like JE is using every opportunity to show this short appeareance of ca. 15 minutes.. it's weird for Johnny's to ride along such a 'small' guesting I think.

I want to believe that there's something coming up.... We'll see if I'm right in a few weeks/months.

Nothing special...

2009-12-09T17:28:12Z

....67 days to go till japan~

Recently writing much on Dai-chan's and my fanfiction~

Work is keeping me busy too, christmas is coming in giant steps and I still don't have all presents... gonna go this weekend to search again >____<

I'm wondering if the berlinale is still possible... no news... I want a trailer dammit >_<

I got that pic at work today, it's so cute x333

Japan a bit closer~

2009-12-07T18:21:17Z

Today I got my tickets for the flight to japan!
Well it's just a piece of paper.. a so-called E-ticket >___>
But well it IS the ticket after all and it feels now more and more real~

Just 70 days to go!

And I went to the hairdresser today (after my female collegue told me that my hair looks messy) Yes. Thanks.
Anyway I have bangs now again~ how I missed it~ I look a bit like Saki fukuda now XDDDD
*coughs*

[oneshot] Romeo & Juliet

2009-12-06T19:39:52Z

Title: Romeo & Juliet
Pairing: TomaPi
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG 13
Author: Careline18
Disclaimer: I wish to own them and watch Romeo and Juliet with them XD
A/N: Written due to an idea by yuzuky and me on the train XD Referring to the picture of Toma's dvd collection back at the majo times. He really HAS the dvd of romeo and juliet~ <3 Cute romantic boy he? xD

It was one of the days on which both were free, so Toma and Yamapi decided to spent it together. Pi had come around to Toma's house, after dinner (cooked by Toma's mother who was totally pleased by Pi's presence), they decided to go upstairs to Toma's room.

„Wow, I haven't been here for a long time, have I?“, he asked as he looked around in the room. There were several new photos on the walls. And also Toma's CD and DVD rack had become fuller.
„Yeah, last time was about a year ago, I guess. You don't come around much..“, answered Toma in a low voice trying to cover his sadness over the undeniable fact.

But it wasn't unnoticed by Pi, he turned around, approached Toma and looked at him with an intense gaze. „I'm sorry... I know I should visit you more often. It's not like I don't want to see you or stuff... you know I always want to see you“, he said slowly, still locking his gaze into Toma's.
Toma gulped almost inaudibly.
Why was it that the air seemed to be a lot hotter than a second ago?
But the spell was broken when Pi turned his gaze at Toma's DVD collection again. „Hey, wanna watch a movie?“, he asked in a fake cheerfully tone, Toma could tell.
„Um .. sure, why not? Which movie do you have in mind?“
„This one.“ He held the DVD in front of Toma's face with a devilish smile. „What? You wanna watch ROMEO & JULIET with me? Why's that?“, he asked, laughing nervously at Pi's face.
Pi knew Toma's habit to cry at sad movies very well, so why on earth would he want to watch the saddest movie with him?
„Yep, I haven't seen it in awhile“, was Pi's short reply as he was already fumbling with the DVD player.
Toma watched him in confusion. Wasn't it a bit...weird for two guys, best friends for the matter of fact, to watch one of the most romantic movies together? ALONE?
Pi was totally up to something, Toma thought. Maybe he wanted to spread the story that he cried all over the jimusho? But why would anyone care, cause anyone already knew.
Toma guarded himself for the worst things to happen during these 2 hours and sat down on the couch, next to Yamapi, leaving a space between them. Just for safety measures, of course.
Not that he was afraid or something.
The movie began and everything was calm. Well, as calm as you can be when you watch romantic love scenes with your best friend. Edit: Your best friend , whom you've been in love with for ages and never got the courage to tell him.
Toma looked at Pi through the corner of his eyes. Pi was totally focused on the movie.
Toma sighed quietly and his gaze wandered to the screen again, where Romeo and Juliet were kissing passionately.

It was torture for Toma. No, worse, it brought him into a near-death-state.
He really never intended to watch this movie with anyone. He had bought it just for himself, if he felt bad, he would watch it, to cry his eyes out and feel better after it.

His gaze wandered to Pi again and now he found Pi watching him also. Embarrassed he turned around again, and scolded himself silently for getting caught.

„And how do you like the movie so far?“, asked Pi with an amused voice. Toma sighed once again. „I've seen it a hundred times already. I already know the lines, for gods sake..:“
„So, you do? Tell me, what does Juliet say in the balcony scene?“, countered Pi.

Toma looked at him as if he had gone crazy. Maybe he really had, but still he told him the lines.

„It’s only your name that is my enemy;
You are yourself, not even a Montague.
What's “Montague?” It is not a hand, or a foot,
Or an arm, or a face, or any other part
Belonging to a man. O, be some other name!
What's in a name? that which we call a rose
Would smell as sweet if it had any other name.
So Romeo, if he wasn’t called “Romeo,” would
Retain that dear perfection which he has
Without that title. Romeo, throw your name away;
And for that name, which isn’t part of you,
Take all of me.“

Pi smirked as he heard the lines perfectly. „I take you at your word. Only call me “love,” and I'll be baptized with a new name. From now on, I’ll never be “Romeo.” , Pi said and got closer to Toma.
Toma blushed as Yamapi's face was suddenly so close to his. „Wha-?“, he started but Pi silenced him with a sweet kiss.
Toma was a bit taken aback, but then he enjoyed the kiss. He'd been wanting to feel this for so long and it was almost unbelievable that he could feel it right now. He gripped into the smooth fabric of Pi's shirt as they were both falling back on the couch. Pi lying completely on top of him.

Somewhere far away Toma's mind told him that he had to buy more romantic movies from now on.

Pi smiled at Toma as he pulled away a bit. Toma pouted. „You know, there isn't a kissing scene after that line“, said Toma and smiled, his face still flushed. „But there should be“, said Pi and kissed him again.
Toma drew a bit apart again. „Hey, we're missing the whole movie“, he said grinning.
„Didn't you just say you already know it by heart?“, answered Pi and didn't wait for a reply but kissed him again.

West side Story

2009-12-06T17:43:25Z

I just came back from West Side Story and it was OMG So great!

At first I tried to imagine that this will be the show with Arashi and Toma XDDD I also had to think about it during the damn whole play xDDDD But it was good really good~

Now I have a headache and I'm hungry XDDD

For all "Behind Walls of Glass" reader:

2009-12-06T08:42:22Z

I was in cinema Friday night and they showed this trailer. So if you can't quite imagine the setting, watch this trailer of the new Sherlock Holmes movie:

I'm so going to see that!

Today

2009-12-05T20:30:47Z

Today is the start of the Pre-sale for Ningen Shikkaku Tickets ;_______________________________;

Found on XQ:

I want to cry- NOW. ;___________________________________;

I'll get mad when I don't get tickets for the 20th, the premiere.. I swear I'll be really mad...

Still 72 days... ;__;

Short but sweet: Tokyo dogs 5

2009-12-05T18:37:33Z

Shun is so kakkoi <3333 *can't believe she's actually saying that*

He is so tall <33 *likes tall men*
I always think how comfortable it must be to hug him xDDDDDD
And this suit *___________*~

The hair~ i love the hair~ <333

God I'm insane I know, but I love this drama so much <3333 It always makes me laugh~
Shun <333 Hiro <33
So kakkoi~

Uwa I'm feeling much better than this afternoon. It's lonely to walk around at the christmas market alone ;__;
I kinda wish christmas wouldn't take place this year .______________.

So~ Tomorrow I'll watch West Side Story the musical!!! I can't wait~ <33333333333 Banzai~

New phone

2009-12-04T15:06:37Z

I got my new phone yesterday~!!
It's the Samsung gt5230 Star in pink <3333
It's so cool~ lol

I waited desperately for the GLS man to come and bring it yesterday (dai can tell) xD

I'm totally in love with it <333

It has 3 screens Ö__Ö And all of them are full with Ikupi rabu~

I even managed to get videos on it (which is not so easy cause you hav to convert them with the special programm xD)

I think I will load dramas on it <333

Acuo CM + Cologne

2009-12-01T17:38:46Z

The latest ACUO cm is out! And not surprisingly it's cute XD

I think Toma enjoys the "Ha~" thingi lol!

Also he mentioned in his goto that he has the same cologne as Jun... *glares at sery*
I wonder which cologne Jun uses *glares at Nanao* xD

He said, he smells like jun... he should rather smell like Pi *drops*

Anyway I hope I get my new phone tomorrow *___________* (or on thursday...)

Piku~

[OneShot] Last Christmas

2009-11-30T19:37:41Z

Title: Last Christmas
Pairing: TomaPi
Genre: Romance, Angst,
Rating: PG
Author: Careline18
Disclaimer: I still wish I would own the three of them :D
Notes: Written because I heard “Last Christmas” in the radio xD
Happy Birthday to Dai-chan <333

"Last Christmas I gave you my heart~"

The song was playing throughout the whole city.
Yamashita Tomohisa hated this song. It reminded him on his last horrible christmas.
It had been christmas eve. And Yamashita had gathered all his courage to tell his best friend how he was feeling about him. After all wasn't christmas the perfect day for that?
So that day he went to Toma's house, shivering, but not due to the snow and ice.
He hadn't been as nervous since his first time.
But he had sworn to himself to change something. He had liked Toma for years now, but never had the courage to cross the line between friendship and love.
But he couldn't deny it anymore. He couldn't deny how fast his heart beat when he looked at him, how it literally sprung out of his chest when he smiled at him.
He didn't want to deny it anymore.
And so he formed his plan and was about to accomplish it.

~Flashback~
He rang the door bell. No reaction. He rang again and then he heard hurried footsteps coming closer. The door burst open with Toma in the frame, smiling as he saw him.
Yamashita felt as if his heart was about to melt.
"Yo! Come in, you can drink with us, Yamashita!", said Toma and dragged him in. He noticed that Toma was already tipsy.
As he entered the living room he found MatsuJun sitting at the table. Yamashita thought his heart would stop beating any moment. Why, from all people did it have to be MatsuJun here? And why not him? Why hadn't Toma invited him instead? They were best friends after all weren't they?
Yamashita sat down and Toma poured some liquid into his glass. "Here you go~", he said smiling.
"Yo, Yamashita why are you here? Aren't you with your family?", asked Jun also tipsy enough already.
"I could ask the same", he answered coldly. "Now now, don't fight, it's christmas!", Toma tried to calm them. Then he sat down next to Jun and ate a cookie that were on the table. "Chotto, Toma.", said Jun. "You got some cookie crumbs there." And so Jun leaned in and licked the crumbs off Tomas cheek.
Seeing this Yamashita's heart twitched with pain. Toma didn't even seem to bother that Jun did this.
He stood up and walked to the door mumbling "I'm sorry."

Toma ran after him. "Wait", he pleaded. "Don't go!" He approached Yamashita who was already on the open front door.
Yamashita blinked as Toma was so close to him that he could already feel his heat. Then suddenly Toma kissed him softly, he tasted like alcohol, but the kiss was sweet. Yamashita felt like is knee would give in every second. But unfortunately Toma's did first and Pi had to catch him so he wouldn't fall to the ground.
Confused he stared at Toma's sleeping face at his chest. What was he supposed to do now?
Then Jun came after them and looked at Pi. "Come on, we get him into bed, he drank a lot tonight." Now he didn't seem to be drunken at all. Together they lifted him up and brought him to bed and Jun excused himself and left the house.

So Yama was alone with Toma, he sat down on a chair next to the bed and watched his sleep. After some time he fell asleep with his head resting on the edge of the bed, his face smiling as he held Toma's hand.

Toma woke up with a major headache. He opened his eyes and tried to get where he was, then he recognized his room. As he wanted to sit up he moved his hand and found Yamashita holding onto it while sleeping. Toma smiled softly and placed a kiss on his forehead. If only he could spent all nights with him...

Yamashita was woken up by something and the first thing he saw was Toma's smiling face. "Ohayou!", he said. "Not so loud please...my head feels like bursting." "No wonder, you drank too much", answered Pi a bit lower. "Really? I can't remember. When did you come? Wasn't Jun there, too?", asked Toma, rubbing the back of his head.

Pi's smile vanished. "You can't remember?", he asked with shaking voice. "Nothing?"
Toma tried to gain his memory but it didn't work. "I only remember calling Jun for some... reason and he brought alcohol and then everything is black. I think I really drank too much", he laughed.

But Pi didn't feel like laughing at all. „I see“, he said, stood up and turned away. „Well, I better let you rest then... see you sometime.“ And before Toma could even say a word Yamashita was out of the room.

~Flashback end~

After that Pi didn't have the courage to confess ever again.
And now he was walking through the cold city, shivering and hoping for a better christmas.
Suddenly his cell rang. He took it out and found MatsuJun's name on it. 'Why the hell does it have to be MatsuJun again?', he asked himself. But answered the call. „What is it?“, he sad grumpy.
„Woah, don't be mad at me for calling! I just wanted to tell you something... do you have time?“, he asked already annoyed.
„Well... I have-“ „ Ok, be at Ebisu Garden Place in 10, I'll be waiting“, and with that he hung up. Pi stared at his phone. „What the hell was this? Commanding on me like that?“

After ten minutes he arrived at Ebisu and found Matsujun waiting there. „You are too late“, he said without a greeting. „What is it, Jun? I don't have time for your pranks.“, now Pi was annoyed as well. „I'm here to save your christmas...“, he spoke and glanced on his watch. „What do you mean?“, now Pi was confused.
„Listen, last year, it was all a big misunderstanding, you know... there wasn't anything between me and Toma, ok? We just fooled around. Actually I wanted you to get jealous, so that you would confess already because it's totally annoying to see both of you looking at each other that way but never seem to notice yourselves“, he sighed. „I told him about the kiss last year... he was a bit shocked. Anyway he must be here in a few minutes, don't bugger it, ok? Otherwise I will kill you. Toma's been wincing the whole year on me, you know. Even that christmas day... he was so down because of you. Gosh, you two...“ with that he walked away leaving a dumbstruck Pi behind.

His head wasn't able to convert all this information. As he looked up he saw Toma coming his way, head tilted to the ground. The snow was starting to fall to the earth silently. As Toma looked up, also he seemed surprised. „Wha-what are you doing here? I thought I was meeting Jun...“, he spoke.

Yamashita took a deep breath. „Toma“, he gulped. „Do you know why I came to your house last year?“, he asked carefully, hoping that Jun hadn't already told him. „No, how would I?“, answered.
Yamashita sighed again. „But now you do remember the kiss?“, he said slowly, trying not to blush but failing gorgeously.
„Well.... I don't really remember... Jun told me... I'm sorry, ok? I was drunk and-“, but he got cut by Yamapi who kissed him softly. When he drew back he looked at Toma's flushed face. „That's why I came for that day...“, he told him. Toma stared at him and then hugged him tightly. „I love you, Toma, that's what I wanted to say last year...“, whispered Yamapi.
And without any further words Toma kissed him again.

„Last christmas I gave you my heart and the very next year you gave your's to me~“

Happy Birthday <3

Loveless

2009-11-30T18:58:29Z

I got my copy of the loveless RE today~
I think the cover is really cheap but the pictures are nice~

I'm using it as my alarm bell tomorrow XD

Also I ordered a new cellphone~ My own christmas presento~
The Samsung Star~

Behind Walls of Glass Chapter 2

2009-11-29T17:10:18Z

Title: Behind Walls of Glass
Pairing: TomaPi (IkuPi)
Genre: Romance, Angst, AU, Crime
Rating: PG
Author: Toma view: Careline18, Pi view: Sareru
Disclaimer: We wish we would own those two gorgeous men, but unfortunately We don't. Just the story is ours.
Notes: Fanfic Collab from sareru and careline18
Welcome to our new project. Once again we write a chapter in each view starting from Toma :D Yoroshiku ne~

(The ikemen unit)

Tomapi Hug~ another view XD

2009-11-29T12:30:00Z

princess_rei09 posted a gif of the tomapi hug from another angle of view.
If you just watch it often enough you recognise these:

Toma pulled back and wanted to let go so its seems but Pi held him and hugged him tighter, he totally clings on him
Pi said something to Toma 'cause you can see how his mouth is moving ~~or he is kissing his neck~~
Pi was definitly crying, you can see it on his face
The way Toma is pats his back confirms it~

Now you can call me stalkerish xD It's just too cute~ i wish they could sing on a nother con together ;__;

Behind Walls Of Glass Chapter 1

2009-11-29T09:05:35Z